Starting week of the school.
Holidays are jst 3 weeks though.
Still not prepared for it.
Today was the second lesson's day.
Yet they told me the results for last sem is out.
I'm too afraid too look at it.
Because of what happened last year.
Afraid that I might break down.
I can't handle any failure right now.
Because money is a big problem at this current stage.
Dying inside.
My friends all took 2 subject yet they passed.
I only took 1 subj. Yet I'm so afraid.
Failure during last year, made a shadow. Made a scar. Its always there.
I'm afraid that I didn't pass the exams.
As I'm confident that my 60% of others (midterm,assignment,quiz) will pass.
Its jst the exam 40% I'm afraid of.
And it is impt to pass the exam to get the overall pass.
If you fail exam = still fail everything.
Its the exam that's killing me. :(
Too afraid because of the exams.
The other % is fine.
Jst-the-exam.
No confident for that. :(
Regards,
-vii3nz
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